focus

what i am going to take away from this whole TA experience isnt just going to be about how to teach, how to manage a class, or even how to work well with others.
i suppose... i am really learning alot more through this than i realised.

for the very first time in sooooo many years, i think i am actually setting my priorities real right.
it isnt easy juggling all these work, play, friends, family and self.
there are a 1001 things that i want to do, need to do, and is trying to do.
so many times, i get swayed by play, by invitations to go out, by the net, by movies, by long meals.
but i always managed to draw myself back from all these temptations.
even the nonsense thoughts are scarce.
the only day i really let myself go is on fridays.
i even work on weekends now.
yet despite that, i dont feel the least bit miserable.
stressed, but i am proud of my work at the end of the day.

i am neglecting a whole lot of other things, and i am trying hard to make up for it.
it's all ending in another 2.5weeks.
focus... focus... for now (:
it's all going to be worth it.